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My Story 

May 2017 I had my first miscarriage. I went in to the doctor's office expecting to hear the heartbeat, but left with an appointment for a D&C.

August/September 2018 I had my second. The dates are fuzzy. I just remember being pregnant & then suddenly not.

I was depressed and numb after the first, angry after the second.

I created a playlist (music was my therapy) and listened to it nonstop.

There were two songs I played on repeat with both "I Can Only Imagine" by MerceMy and "River" by Leon Bridges.

At the time, I didn't really understand the meaning of either, but I was pulled into both songs. I didn't know it then, but the Lord was using the miscarriages to save me. And He told me He was going to save me through those two songs. I am now alive and have peace my babies are in Heaven with Him.

All I can say is He is faithful. He turned my biggest pain into the biggest beauty and I am forever grateful. I hope this offers some encouragement to anyone who needs it. No matter what you are going through, the Lord is with you.

(Isaiah 61:3)